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[11 Nov 2007|01:36am] |
in my most recent studies i have come up with the conclusion that i should not get excited about anything..ever.
leads always to some kind of disappointment.
its best, i think, to stay neutral about current and future endeavors.
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[19 Oct 2007|01:34am] |
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bla.
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[02 Oct 2007|01:29am] |
i refuse to fall harder and faster then you.
i refuse.
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[30 Sep 2007|09:35pm] |
harvest moon kisses.
smiling in delight.
garage chatter.
our legs intertwined.
sweet sweet surprise.
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| I wish you bluebirds in the spring to give your heart a song to sing.. |
[17 Sep 2007|01:09am] |
i love the fact that we never put the radio on when were in the car.
conversations plenty.
i love the way you come up to me and always find a way to make me laugh.
yr hugs are sweet.
like i think yr kiss would be.
what am i waiting for?
why am i still punishing myself?
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[09 Sep 2007|12:08am] |
i can be so ugly sometimes.
i can be such a mess.
bleagh.
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[01 Sep 2007|01:38am] |
i just want us to have this great story.
cause its such a good one.
keep yr promise.
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[09 Aug 2007|09:43pm] |
cristobal
boris
andre.
i fall in love everyday.
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[16 Jun 2007|12:38pm] |
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make a change, then ( and only then) will you forgive yourself.
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[27 Apr 2007|01:58am] |
birthday wish list-
-a typewriter
-polariods!!
-candles
-accessories
-a flask
-a zippo lighter
-flats size 8 1/2
-room stuff
-nice bath stuff
-knitted oversized beanie
-american apparel vnecks size m-l
-flowers
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| Well there's only so much drama I can stand.. |
[13 Mar 2007|03:37pm] |
I shoud've known that this would happen from the start
This kind of function's gonna have to fall apart
I guess before I would've sworn that we were friends
Maybe this problem points towards some larger trend
But I still don't understand
What this whole thing's about
And all the words that you said
Are somehow stuck in my mouth
And this was going so well
But I don't know what I did
All I really can tell, is
I've been hit
I've been hit
I've been hit
Well there's only so much drama I can stand
And this is just about as far as I will bend
So get your hands of my lepel
Because I think it's time to go
You wanna know?
Better you know
You wanna know
But I still don't understand
What this whole thing's about
And all the words that you said
Are somehow stuck in my mouth
And this was going so well
But I don't know what I did
All I really can tell, is
I've been hit
I've been hit
I've been hit
As I was falling down the stairs
And out the door
I guess I heard you yell my name
But I'm not sure
You know before I could've sworn that we were friends
But that's how these problems always seem to end
But I still don't understand
What this whole thing's about
When all the words that you said
Are somehow stuck in my mouth
And this was going so well
But I don't know what I did
All I really can tell
Is that I always get hit
And I still don't understand
What this whole thing's about
And all the words that you said
Are somehow stuck in my mouth
I guess I might take it back
But I'm not sure what I did
All I know about that, is
I've been hit
I've been hit
I've been hit
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[28 Oct 2006|06:17am] |
But my heart, it don't beat
It don't beat the way it used to
And my eyes they dont see you no more
And my lips they dont kiss
They dont kiss the way they used to
And my eyes dont recognize you no more.
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[14 Aug 2006|08:34pm] |
Those boom times when bust
My feet of clay, they've dried to dust
But it isn't the red we painted,
It's... just... rust
And that signature thing that we used to bring a following
I have trouble now, even remembering
So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday night
And keep on letting him change all my plans
I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that's it
I knew that to keep in touch would do me deep in dutch
'Cause it isn't the rush of remembering, it's just mush
And that signature thing is only growing harrowing
I should have no trouble now to keep from following
So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday night
And keep on letting him change all my plans
I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that's it
Those boom times went bust
my feet of clay, they dried to dust
And that what isn't the red we painted
It's... just... rust
That signature thing that used to bring a following
I have trouble now, even remembering
So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday night
And keep on letting him change all my plans
I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
Or I just really used to love him
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that's it
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[30 Jan 2005|01:25am] |
new lj...
___nystagmus
do it.
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[29 Jan 2005|07:22pm] |
if you ever see me driving around {with my dad lol} you will not see me in the white kia anymore because i will now be driving aa black nissan spectra.
quite the upgrade lol.
having a night in tonight lol because that sounds better then being grounded.
rented napoleon dynomite to see what all the hype is about and a sundance film called "seeing other people."
so it should be all good.
and soraya and i have an internet date tonight lol.
so this might be last entry on wintermornings.
i feel like i should be nostalgic.
but im not in the mood.
but i will say this.
my new lj name will not have the word "mornings" on it.
so youve been a good lj.
i wont miss you but thanks for letting me vent.
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[27 Jan 2005|11:21pm] |
i had a lovely day with soraya.
were great mallrats lol.
she bought me coffee.
i think im in love with her.
lmao.
and i got a really cute bag and a pair of disc earrings.
and the boy at starbucks and soraya are totally gonna get married.
theres an old man out there kids, that heard more then i think he ever wanted too.
hung out with bruna.
got cute earrings and bracelet from brazil.
then i went to the gym and worked out.
ive lost a total of 12 pounds.
but i dont see or feel any of it.
hmmm.
hopefully everything works out tomorrow and ill get a job.
i really wanna go shopping lol.
soraya i think i have a problem.
......
"i had one friend in high school recently hung himself with string
his note said if living is the problem, well that's just baffling
and after the wake i waited around to see my ex-bestfriend
and i barely recognized her
but i knew exactly what she was thinking of
we sat quietly in the corner whispering close about loss
and i remembered why i loved her
and i asked her why i drove her off
she said "the slow fade of love
its soft edge might cut you
and our poor friend jim,
well he just lived within
the slow fade of love"
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| the first person in yr life that ever really mattered and hes saying everything you dont wanr rohear |
[26 Jan 2005|10:34pm] |
thats it.
tomorrow i will go out.
and i will get me a job.
no matter what.
and i will not go home until i have one.
or until its around 3 cause thats how long im allowed out.
hanging out with the sos with the most tomorrow.
we is gonna do havic in the 305.
the kid who sits next to me in nightschool was flirting with me.
is was kind of funny.
he invited me to his party.
oh well.
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i cant stand to see my friends hurting.
i might not say anything but it hurts me too.
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there is way too much ultra talk lol.
i just want to get my ticket so i can stop feeling so uneased.
whoever wants a ring from plastics, comment with the colors you want it.
oh and i still heart project runway even though they are idiots for kicking kevin out and keeping wendy.
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